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Oct 25, 2011

GETTING TIRED OF LOVING SOMEONE


MY HEAD GONNA BE BLAST NOW,I CANT THINK ANYTHING,CANT DO ANYTHING,NO IMAGINATION OR ANYTHING ELSE.
I WAS CONFUSED OF UR SO MUCH LOVE FROM FEW DAYS.WAS NOT BELIEVING HOW ITS POSIBLE TO GET CHANGE ON A PERSON THIS MUCH.MY DOUBT WAS TRUE THAT U WERE NOT CHANGED FOR.AGAIN THE SAME TO DISSAPOINT ME,
M SO SAD NOW ,ALL MY HOPES AND EXCITEMENT YOU THROW THEM TO DUST BIN.M EMPTY ONCE AGAIN.AND HURTED OF MY OWN THINKING THAT I CUD MAKE EVERYTHING POSIBLE FOR THIS RELATION.

u CANT SHARE ANYTHING TO ME,IF YOU DON’T SHARE U CANT HELP ME FOR PLAN I WANT CREATE,IF I  DON’T HAVE UR HELP N SUPPORT I CANT DO ANYTHING.if I cant do anything why u r talking this way about love?? then this relation going for nothing,we are not lover but just frend.and from a friendship I sud not expect too much.but I did and that ws my mistake.thr is lotz I have to ask you,but u made me disspoint from 1st question I ask with u,and u block all rest questions too.
I told you many times don’t push me in darkness.but u alwiz the same.you alwiz wants me to throw a stone to dark and to put it on the pot,how I can do that ,?? I don’t even have imagination for it.all I need is my manu and the plan for future.for this I have paid lots pain in past and until now from you too.dont know how much more to pay in future also,but why ??
Why u alwiz keeping me in this destination less journey ,don’t even know wer n how to go .
If nothing can be happen there is no reason to hold on,better we break this relation coz u cant even help me.u said na u have lots guys thr ? so choose 1of them so it will be easy for you to make all,thats really better for you,and about me? Don’t care of it,
But plz stop punishing me .i dnt want more pain from doing somthing good.
Or
If u cant answer me and cant help me,but u want keep relation??? ,give me plan,make it by urslef,and let me follow that,I will follow whatever u ask me to …do it !!

If u cant do both just plz block me from ur list,and be happy coz I wont bother you again n again.feel free to do all,I will really not blame you for anything,its like a chance to you.
I will live as I can ,with whtever I will have ,,empty ,loveless lone ,or anything,im ready to face.coz its too much trials I have given to life,I cant do more na,really tired with my life.why this much of pain for just to have my manu.too much na,I cant afford more,so better close her account also and forget everything about Manu.i don’t need anything,let me be alone ,,for rest of life I will live as my destiny wants,I wanted to change everything but so few achievements with me,mostly r not as what I wanted.same in this relation also.whatever I want I cant do.even thr is no selfish desire,

If nothing happen ,I am extermly sorry for you to disturb you r time u passed with me,
I am sooryy and please be kind to forgive me for everything I have done and desire with you/

You can choose option here.
1)      Answer me all I ask to you for the plan I want make for this relation,
2)      Or give me a plan with destination so I will follow whatever you ask me to do.
If you cant do both of them to give me smile, do something to make me happy…….
3)      Block me from your list and get a life and be happy for all u wanted and what u got.

You have options to choose!
Godbless you alwiz…