TEARS AND LIFE

LOVE WHAT  A SWEET WORD TO HEAR,,GIVES LOTS HAPPINESS AND PAIN TOGETHER,,MOSTLY PAIN IS THE CHARACTER OF LOVE.IN MY LIFE TOO ,,MANY TIME I FALL INLOVE BUT ALL THE TIME I BECAME FAILED TO ESTABLISH MY LOVE AS FOREVER LOVE,IM TRUE WITH EVRYONE BUT EVEN DONT KNOW WHY PEOPLE DOSENT LIKE TRUE LOVE,,,,,,,,,,,,NOTHING TO DO BY KEEPING ALL THOSE MEMORY IN MIND STILL ,,BUT THERE IS NO ANY OTHER OPTION TO HIDE THEM ALSO ,SO IM HELPLESS ONCE AGAIN IN LIFE..
I LOST MY LOVE OR TRUST JUST BECOZ I DONT HAVE MONEY ,,WHY ALL THE TIME SAME HAPPENS TO ME?BUT STILL I DONT CARE ABOUT MONEY ,,MONEY IS NOTHING ON LIFE ,IF THERE IS LIVING MONEY CUD BE CREATED ,,BUT NO,,NO1 CAN ACCEPT ME, AND THINKING OF MINE,IM FAILED ,,LOOSER AND BAD ,,,BECOZ I HAVE TRUE FEELINGS ABOUT LOVE,NO MORE INTREST TO TRY TO TRUST SOME1 NOW,ALL AND EVERY1 IS PRETENDING,AND ITS SO EASY TO PRETEND ME,NOW IM LOST FROM M THE WORLD OF LOVE,HOPE AND WISH I WILL NEVER COME BACK TO......
ONCE AGAIN I DIED,,AND JUST LIVING AS DEAD BODY !JUST AND ONLY !!!
WAS THINKING IM TRUE LOVER AND PARTNER IM HAVING IS SAME WITH ME,,BUT I NEVER NOTICE PEOPLE ALL ARE NOT LIKE ME,,SO AGAINN AND AGAIN I CHANGE MY MOOD AND FALLED IN LOVE,,,,BUT AFTER ALL ,,EVERYTIME I GOT ONLY TEARS ,,,,SO I DONT HAVE DESIRE TO LIVE ALSO BUT THERE IS SOME OTHER REASON ALSO WITH ME TO BE SELFLESS,,SO WILL NOT DIE BUT LIVE FOR NOTHING,,,NO REALLY FOR MY LIFE,,HOPE AFTER FINISH MY RESPONSIBILITY I CAN STOP MY BREATH EASILY ,,GOD KNOWS AT ALL,,WHAT IS REALLY INSIDE OF ME,SO HE MAY JUDGE ME ,,AND GIVE ME PEACE OF SOUL,,I PRAY ONLY FOR THAT NOW,,,,,,

LIVING ON LAKE OF TEARS,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,....................

EKLAI sadhai sadhailai - MANTRA

namuna (symbol of beauty) - by sabin rai

KASAI GARE PANI MAN BUJHDAINA...Jhareko paat by Narayan Gopal

I'm sorry

i don't know what i did ,it was wrong or right not in my sense,but after Ur hard decision of our relation I'm restless here is sure of,i was happy with you,and  u were with me too,but time changed and kept us little far of each other by Ur less interest about that relation,i was feeling hurt everyday,then same time some1 came and asked my hand to pickup my hurt-ed heart i still refuse it for many times and keep pending on that,but after a long time when u came to me lots of change i found on you,you can still remember i tried to bring you back to me,many times i hardly express my feelings and asked you ,u r most needed thing to me at that time,still you didn't open Ur heart to me,i got your many feeling were lost which were connected with for long time,time after time you really changed,i couldn't get you back as how you are at before,so you forced me to change myself too, than no choice for me,what else i could do,i just took a hand which was waiting for me since long time,but even that i never tried to let it know and to let you feel i hurt you,lately you came back to friend from lover to me,i just wonder of that,thanks god, were there to guide me so i got a hand with i can lean on,now I'm happy with that person in my life,but i will never forget you,u could feel hurt by last act to you which u felt i have done over you,but that's wrong it was hurt you taken by yourself,i never tried to hurt you,and i wont do it with any 1,if any1 felt it by me,i don't think that's my fault to,i m sorry of all after you got this post,even all if you feel hurt,than i don't know what you must take action against me,
I'm sorry i couldn't stand with you for your unclear world,
even at all,i m praying for your good in your life,god always bless you and yours,,
>>MANJUL ,actual power of MANJARI here,,